Have you ever heard someone say Faith is things hope for and things not seen. I can not see faith, but I surely have a lot of if. How-ever there are times when Satan would like to come and destroy me. He makes me think I am worthless, or not worthy of anyone or anything.
Some of you know and other don't but I suffer from anxiety and depression. At one time it really had a grab on me. It took me to a darkness that I can not even explain. It was as if I was in a room full of people and they all looked down at me, I couldn't understand anything they said. (another language) and the room walls were caving down toward me. I could not escape.
I am doing a lot better now. But lately, those feelings have been coming down at me. But my faith is stronger today then it was back then. I don't give up as fast as I used to. I fight harder and I pray longer. God helps me see others around me that I do not want to be like. These people as much as they mean to me or don't even know me, make me want to try harder. God puts people in your life for a reason being for yourself or for them. I don't turn people away when they want to talk, and I let them talk about themselves. Questions they ask I will answer as much as I can. Tho at times when I am tired or exhausted from a long day I try to walk away and at those times I feel as if I failed them some way. but know I do not mean to. I really am just tired and exhausted.
Even tho these feelings never go away, and someday are harder then others. To be honest there are times that evil wins me over to a point. But yet he NEVER truly wins. Why, if he did I wouldn't be here to write this.
Faith is my motto along with pressing on. So I press on with Faith to get me from day to day. I hope I help you out as much as some of you have helped me out.
Much love
until next time
Press on w/Faith
